“Our constituents are uniquely affected by the pandemic,” they said.
This poemee was an educational psychologist who spoke about how much they missed working in person with med students, healthcare staff, and medical educators.
“I worry about them a lot, and I’m always thinking about how my work can support them. I have this sort of luxury being able to work from home, but my colleagues don’t. I struggle with that because I want to be there but can’t be there. I’m trying to do my best working remotely, but I miss them.”
Listener Poet Ravenna Raven
Association of American Medical Colleges
May 2021
So Much More to Medicine
I miss that proximity to my colleagues.
I miss connecting with med students,
patients, families, physicians, staff,
and so many people I don’t even know yet.
As a teen, I volunteered at the hospital
and in special education classrooms.
The different worlds were intriguing --
focused on supporting, helping, and serving.
In college, I grew interested in learning
about learning: what are we learning,
and what are we learning it for?
What’s the use beyond a test score?
Our medical profession is focused
on the grade, the rote outcome,
but now we’re realizing
there’s so much more to medicine
than memorization.
We need real connections
with people who offer space
to explore and discover
deep feelings and secret dreams,
who afford grace to one another,
who are caring and forgiving,
who feel restored by this
simple gift of listening,
who see beauty in art and humanity.
“I wonder if these medical professionals, in caring for people who face such insurmountable odds, walk around all the time carrying this weight I’m hauling now.”
He had been trying to cope with the grief ever since and was on a quest for soul-searching and meaning-making.
She spoke about the ways this traumatic event shaped who she is today: a person with an “unshakeable peace” born of deep faith,
She wanted to help people feel comfortable and transform the shame around colon issues. "I want to talk about things that matter, the things people don't want to discuss.
When we met, she was coming off a stretch of nine 14-hour shifts. She was tired but in good spirits.
She reflected on how her resilience was born from moments of shared mirth amid life's trying chapters.
“Life is complex and dirty, but digging in is important to me,” she said. “Maybe if more of us understood history, we could understand each other better.”
We are expected to research, contribute to scholarship, earn grants – all on our own time.
We are expected to research, contribute to scholarship, earn grants – all on our own time.
Every day, I try to see through the patient lens, and I ask: what can we do to change this broken system?
She was very proud of her daughter and has hopes for “a bright future that’s as pain free as possible”
“I’m trying to focus on doing little things to make people feel better during everything that’s going on in the world,” she told me.
“It’s hard to see others struggle,” she said. “How can I help with their struggle without struggling myself?”
"I'd tell her it's OK to be loud...it's OK to challenge and to bring all of you into these spaces where no one looks like you..."
“I'm continuously questioning: did I do it right?" she said. "I’ve always done a good amount of second-guessing, but I’m re-learning how to show up differently.”
“It’s weird,” she said. “This is one of the biggest accomplishments of my life, but it doesn’t feel like it.”
"It changed me; It changed the way I look at life," said this woman about her profound experience during her pregnancy.
“It’s been more challenging than normal lately,” she said. “I’m only one person. It's a struggle for me to say no, but I can’t do everything that’s being asked of me right now.”
"I've been processing how to make the most of the small amount of life we have to live," said this physician.
"I've been processing how to make the most of the small amount of life we have to live," said this physician.